Baby is coming

So I guess you could say I'm nervous.  Being a mom is a big job.
One I'm not sure I'm ready to take on.
But i have 6 months to prepare.
a bible verse spoke to me yesterday about all of my fears.

James 1:2-5 ESV

Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.   If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him.

I am so intimidated by this trial. This surprise pregnancy. At times I feel like I can't do it. Or I feel guilty like I'm responsible for ending our life as a couple. But i have to remember that this test of my faith produces steadfastness. And that if I lack anything I just have to ask Christ to receive it.

And on another note.

James 1:17 ESV

Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change.

Baby love. You are a good and perfect gift. Even when  I feel afraid.  I know I will love you more than anything else. I will die for you. I will live to be a godly example for you. You are my legacy.